Just on Friday was our last Social Studies Methods course. Looking back on the class and going back down this road has made me realize, even though I am not nearly done with this course (yet) when it comes to getting all of the work submitted, I realized that I learned a lot regardless. Unlike my other education or methods courses, I actually got the opportunity to teach a whole class. In my others courses, I only got to teach a couple of students or observed a class. Even though I did not teach by myself, I still got the experience of what it is like standing up in front of a classroom. I also got to see my progress and growth throughout the course. I went from being completely nervous on the first day to "I think I can do this" on the last day. While I am no where near the type of teacher I want to be, I know that I am getting there, one stride at a time. I also realized that being a teacher is something I really want to be, and not only for my students, but in life. Being a teacher inside of the classroom is so much more. I want to be more than a teacher for my students, but a facilitator, s guider, a supporter, and helping hand, and even a friend. Being a teacher is never enough, and this s something I have learned from this fieldwork experience.
Aside from the actual experience, I have learned many concepts and ways of teaching that I can take on with me to me my other classes and into the future. I learned how important cooperative learning is, and it is my favorite type of lesson to use inside of the classroom. I have also learned the importance of direct and inquiry.
I have also learned the importance of working with other people, even if they are not necessarily your friends. When it comes to my fieldwork group, I worked with three hard working and dedicated future educators who brought so many wonderful and new and exciting ideas out into the table that we used when teaching. Although I was not friends with two of them prior to teaching, I thought that we all worked well with one another, which is a crucial part of teaching. You need to get along and work with the people who you will be teaching with in the future. Teaching is not an individual process, it is a group process. You need a support team. I would like to think of my whole social studies course as one big support team, since we all got closer as the semester came to a close. We all encouraged and helped one another from day one, and I believe that makes for successful teachers and leaders.
Now that the course is over, there is still the e-folio to complete, which includes the edTPA and the Unit Plan. While I know that mine will not be completed by the expected due date, I am working as hard as I can on it, in order to get it done! I think that it is a great experience and an opportunity for us to be get to work on one and complete it, especially since we will need to complete one during student teaching. Dr. Smirnova is giving us a great opportunity for us to become familiar with the edTPA tasks so we know what to expect when we go into student teaching.
Until this edTPA is submitted, I refuse to accept the fact that I am going to be a senior. Thus, starts another chapter in my life, another journey that I must complete. I will be student teaching in a year. As nervous and as excited as I am, I like to look at this as a new experience, a different road I have to go on. I am almost there... we all are!